I'm just reflecting on how my life has been the past half decade. Can I say that I was happy? For the most part, yes. Certin things I wish that wasn't so. I know I can't go back and change things, but I realize what I could have done to make my life a bit more enjoyable while in school. I realize that I didn't really come out of my shell until late junior year. That was when I started to let myself be me instead of just tryin' ta be in the backdrop. Many of you probably think that I speak a bit diffrently now. That's probably true, cuz I don't have all yall's opinion holdin' me back. Life in school is hard enough as is, but some of you haters really put it on the edge. Yea, I know it's hard for you guys, but it's harder for a student that's barely gettin' by and havin' his mom's bitchin' at him sayin' shit like "Why can't you have straight A's and take AP classes" n shit like that. Then some of you retards have to put me down even more by publicly wishing that I would die... Man, fuck all you haters. Haters can go suck big fat nigger cock. Oh, you don't what dick breath, eh? Ok, then yall's can duke it out with me. Man, sometimes I can't even believe that I wanted to give into somebody's joke wish. Shit, sometimes I wish somebody would kill me and put me out of my fuckin' misury. Some of yall hate without even knowing. Man, all I gotta say is know me before you hate me. But funny thing is that now, how many of yall acctually enjoy what you're doing now and are satisfied with what you're doing? Probably none of yall. That's right, so sit the fuck down. Man, I swear, you don't know a real sence of accomplishment. Shit you know is just psudo-accomplishment. Have any of yall built anything with your hands and have it do better then what you projected? I have. I've build a 400 HP Honda engine and run a 10 second quater mile ON A FUCKIN' SHAKE DOWN RUN! How many of yall can atest to that? None of you. I was down for half the time. Then I met somebody that really cared about me. All yall ladies that would never give me the time of day, yall keep searchin', cuz all yall lost out on a good thing. All the peeps that know me on a personal level, yall know how I think and operate. Yall know everything I think about is assocated to cars in some way or another. SOme of you that think that I just got into cars in HS, you're dead WRONG!!! How many of you can say that you helped your dad rebuild a 1967 Chevelle and have that thing pump out more then 450 HP out of a 308 motor when you were 4? How many of you can say that your turbocharged a Toyota Cressida as a side project with your dad when you were 6? Also when was the first time you drove behind the wheel? 14? 15? Try 1 and a half. I've been into cars my whole fucking life. Don't fuckin' tell me I'm just starting out. How many of yall have been interested in many areas in your life? Ok, I started out like police crusers. Then it went to muscle cars when I was rebuilding that Chevelle. What about tuning japinese cars old school? That's right, I'm not talkin' bout Honda or Toyota or even Mazda. Try Datsun. Never heard of it? Look back to the 1960's and 70's. How many of you can say that you where into lowriders? Too ghetto for ya, huh? Or is it that it's too mexican? Please, tell me. It's funny how people don't know me at all and start assuming shit. Please, do me a big fucking favor..... STOP! Anyways, I'm gonna stop this rant before I feel the need to light up a cig again.
I forgot, I needed to buy rice.
And lastly, Merry Christmas to all and Happy New Year. I hope all you guys do well with the new year (yes, even all you that dispise me, think lowly of me or whatnot). Hey, I'm just tryin' ta keep good carma. Like they say, what goes around comes around. Laters, BIATCH!!
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