Thursday, August 11, 2011

Rant - I'm good at driving. You aren't!

I'm still trying to find time to transfer more posts here, but something that happened tonight really got on my nerves, and what better place to vent then here on my own blog.

I had to make a run back to the warehouse tonight to pick up a customer's order so I can drop it off on my way in for tomorrow. Anyways, on the way back I was damn near run off the road by some twat driving a 5-series BMW. Thank God I was driving my wife's Civic that has good suspension, brakes and tires. If it weren't for this combination with the skills I learned road racing, this post may not be here. The likelihood of me landing in the hospital would be very high.

Anyways, all of this happened at the 5 and 134 freeway interchange. Those of you familiar with the Burbank/Glendale area knows exactly where this is. I was driving along on the 134 westbound and to my left is the transition road from the 5 northbound to the 134 west. I notice a 5-series BMW (with the horrible Bangle body style) doing about 85 mph. That's no big deal. If fact, I've taken that transition road at much higher speeds without issue. The issue was that the twat in the BMW keeps driving straight at said speed while the road is turning left, crossing many lanes in no time. I did not have enough time to get on the horn. By the time I realized that this person is off in whatever dreamland they're in, I had no choice but to get on the brakes hard and swerve right in order to avoid a collision. The issue with going right is that the lane is not only closing, but it is very uneven. The unevenness of the road is enough that for a normal driver in the same situation will undoubtedly loose traction and thus loose all control of the vehicle. With all these combinations in play, the rear end of my wife's Civic begins to rotate clockwise. By instinct I let off the brakes, get on the gas and countersteer and I'm able to recover the vehicle before I loose it.

This rant isn't so much about the situation as my anger at how low the bar is set to be licenced to drive a motor vehicle here in America. The skills required to even control a relatively light weight vehicle as my wife's Civic in an emergency situation is quite high. Knowing how to feel how much traction you have left at each tire is a skill that must be learned and maintained and very hard to master. Also the level of attention required to be aware of your surroundings and be able to react quickly enough to avoid such situations is also very high. It is definitely something that is not taught in drivers ed courses or even behind-the-wheel classes. The very few that elect to participate in vehicle control courses is not enough to offset the masses that don't. Vehicle control MUST be part of the driving curriculum in order to be a licenced driver. I've even agree to have a ladder system that much of Europe incorporates into their licensing system where what and where you're allowed to drive will be based upon your overall ability to SAFELY control the vehicle in those environments.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Intermission between old Xanga posts

As I look back on a lot of these posts, there are a few things popping into my mind. 1: Was I really that angry when I was younger? 2: All the things that annoy me or piss me off about the stupidity of the next generation, I saw in myself in these early posts. To be frank, it starting scaring the crap out of me. I always figured myself to be an intelligent guy. But now to look back on recorded history of yourself, one really must ask "What in hell was I thinking of posting that?" What it really boils down to is that I was young and stupid at one time. Just like many of you kids that may be reading this. I was a young adult, so caught up in my own dream world that it would be hard for anyone to snap you out of it. There are times when I say "stupid hurts". Looking at some of these older posts, I may have ALMOST hurt my own brain with... of all things, my own brain. So, lesson to be learned be you young folk. Yes, you are dumber then you think you are.

originally posted 1/16/03

PCC parking sucks ass. I purchased a 60 semester permit to just park on the street and at Konno. It's because of the parking I've been late to class twice this week and ITS THE SAME FUCKING CLASS!!!!!!! God damn, are they intentionally trying to get me to fail due to bad attendence? FAAAAWWWWWWKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! Now I wish I was a morning person. Man, you know what, fuck PCC. In the Fall, I'm going to Rio Hondo. Least they got the Honda Pack program there.

originally posted 1/13/03

Today was pretty good. After I dropped off a few thing, I spent the day with Michelle. And as I knew it from the week and how she's been kinda PMSing, I knew her period was about to start. WHY THE HELL AM I RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING?!?!?! Sometimes I don't want to be right. I want to be WRONG.... DEAD WRONG. Arg. Hahaha. I'm just playin' wit cha. WEll, we went to Burbank mall with her family (damn, it still fuckin' feels wierd sittin' in the back of they mini-van). We first thing was I got some coffie to wake my sleepy ass up, then got some grub from sbrarro (did I spell that right? aw fuck it). Then we went crusin' the mall for a lil, went down to the arcade and I played a lil Inital D and Time Crisis. Good games and expensive if you just keep playin' like I can. Amazingly, I was very self controled today at the arcade. And then, her parents lost Derrick (as usual). Deng, for a 9 year old down syndrom kid, he hides damn good and can be fuckin' stubborn as hell. Oh well, he don't know any better. We found him hiding in one of them lil quater ride things (you know, those lil kiddy rides outside of supermarkets). Then we all flocked over to Footaction where boy got a pimpin' Nike jacket. But while we was there, Derrick started gettin' rambuncious (fuck spelling). He started walkin' around and runnin' around the store running and kinda hitting complete strangers. That was when Mich had to put some dicipline. And as usual Derrick started doin' his fake crying to get some attention cuz he's a lil spoiled brat. But hey, what can ya do? I really wonder how he's gonna get by when he's gonna be big. Kinda scares me a little. It doesn't scare me so much that he's diffrent cuz He's a good kid, but just how is he gonna get by with everything when there's no one to support him. Just lookin' out for him. Hey, he's fam, right? Gotta look out for the flock (even if it is in-law or gonna be someday).

Some things about life are ment to happen to teach you shit. I've learned a lot in my short 18 (almost 19) years on this earth. Most of the things I've learned have been instiled in me so much that its a part of me and I don't even realize shit like that. But for us young peeps, I can't stress enough, respect ya elders. And what I mean by that is not only be nice to em n shit, but hang out with em. Learn from them. They got lots of stories that can teach you just an amazing about of shit and will forever change your life. Ok, some of yall might be thinkin' "What the fuck is this hypicritical motherfucker spewing? He hates his stepdad with a vengence." Its true that I don't get along with my stepdad too well. But at least I give him credit where it's deserved. Do I respect him? As an artistic mind and a profesional, I do, but as a family man, HELLZ NO. But at least I give him props where it's due. Another is to treat ladies with respect. Guys, come on, yall can do hell of a lot better then what I see. Even if it ain't somebody you goin' out with. Do stuff do make their day easier and nicer. Common curtisy. Don't be runnin' ya mouth off round em, be all like "blah blah fuck blah blah bullshit blah blah motherfucker". Yo, watch ya fuckin' mouth. Don't be belchin' n scratchin' ya balls n shit like that round em. Also, open doors and pull seats. Come on. The simplest of things. It'll turn so many heads. And as far as I know, for many ladies, it's a turn on when guys know how to act and behave around ladies. I know, lots of us but our rough edges, but who don't. Ya kno. 3rd but defenetly not last of anything (I'm just gettin' tired), give to the little ones. It's up to us older and more grown to teach these kids right from wrong, and if they do go wrong, whoop they asses til they get it right. We also gotta hand down knowlage and wisdom that we learn and get from our elders. to some of you book savy peeps, remember, knowlage does not equal wisdom. Wisdom equals wisdom and it can't neccaraly be learned from a book (Chicken Soup for the Soul and the Bible is a compleatly diffrent story tho). Alright, more wisdom the next time I got shit that pops into my head.

Lately, my car's been acting up. Doesn't wanna start. I'm really suspecting the main relay. Also, the main relay (altho an easy job), I just don't wanna do it. I'd much rather have the painful task of replacing a starter. Call me wierd, I'd rather work on the mechanical aspect then do some shit with the electrical stuff. But then, that's just me. I guess the whole thing about working on the mechanics is that it's all mathmatical in time and space, whereas with electrical, still mathmatical, I don't really see with my own eyes on what happends. It's just like seeing a magic black box do what it's suppose to do and you're just dumbfounded by it's operation. Whatever.

originally posted 1/11/03

My life sucks ass right now.

originally posted 1/8/03

Well, this morning, my car didn't start. I went out and picked up a starter motor. Stupid me over-reacting. It was a stupid 3 dollar fuse that blew. *rolls eyes* So, looks like I got an errand to K&E Auto Parts again to return the thing. No biggie. Alex and I finally went hunting for free L.A. Auto Show tickets today and came up on 2. WOO HOO! Tomorrow I get a 8 ft pool table and goto the L.A. Auto Show for free (free admitance anyway). Coolnezz. I really like my car. I wish more cars were build like my Legend. I'm probably gonna be buying a Civic soon. It has a blown engine in it, so, B16 swap. As easy as that. Maybe a LS engine. We'll see how things go. Anyway, it'll be awesome to be driving around in a puke green civic 4-door and have the ability to smoke mustangs. If it's gonna go B16, here's how I'm gonna go. CTR pistons, ITR valves and valve springs, Web Cam camshafts, Skunk2 intake manifold, some random CAI system, DC 4-1 headers, random technologies hi-flow cat, Apex'i WS cat-back exhaust system or Greddy SP cat-back exhaust. If I go LS, I can go 2 ways. I still can go N/A or I can go turbo. Turbo will probably be the easiest and most cost effective route. If that's the case, then a Drag stage 2 or 3 turbo kit is in order. Holley fuel pump (I don't wanna starve the engine now), good ecu tuning and call it a day.

I realize that I haven't sang to Michelle in a long ass time. I kinda forgot how it puts a smile on her face and how it lulls her to sleep at night. Do I sound like a hopeless romantic? If so, then I'm still on the right track. hehe. ;) I need to find more slow jams to sing to her. Oh well. I'll find em some way, some how. Ok, I'mma be out now. Talk to you peeps later.

Currently Listening to B2K - What You Get

originally posted 1/6/03

B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S
[my name is]: Dean
[in the morning i am]: annoyed
[all i need]: is one mic
[love is]: the best thing in the world
[if i could see one person right now]: Michelle
[im afraid of]: speed bumps and dips
[i dream about]: racing with the Real Time group

H A V E Y O U E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: Why would I have to picture if I've already seen?
[actually seen ur crush naked?]: Look above dumbass
[been in love]: yup
[cried when someone died]: of course
[drank alcohol]: Yea (Keith, cut the crap, you must have drunk something at least once before)

T H I S O R T H A T . .
[coke or pepsi]: coke
[flowers or candy]: candy
[scruff or clean shaven]: clean
[tall or short]: tall

W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X . . . . .
[what do u notice first?]: eyes
[worst thing to say]: yes (Espically if the question is "Does this make my butt look big?")

W H O . . . . . . . . .
[makes u laugh the most?]: Laura
[makes you smile]: Michelle
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them]: Flaco
[has a crush on u?]: ?????
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: girls

D O Y O U E V E R . .
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: yes
[saved aol/aim conversations]: no
[cried because of someone saying something to u]: sure

H A V E Y O U E V E R
[fallen for ur best friend]: negative
[been rejected]: many times
[rejected someone]: yes
[been cheated on]: yes
[done something u regret]: If I did, then I don't regret too much.

W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N
[u talked to]: Michelle
[hugged]: Laura
[u instant messaged]: Brian
[u laughed with]: Laura

D O Y O U
[color ur hair]: no
[ever get off the darn computer]: yup
[habla espanol]: No cut-o grass-o today-o????

H A V E Y O U/ /D O Y O U/ /A R E Y O U
[obsessive]: yep
[could u live without the computer?]: negative
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: Gotten down to a trim 117
[what's your favorite food?]: MEAT
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: Grapes
[drink alcohol?]: yes (again, cut the legal crap)
[ever watching sunrises or sunset]: yup
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: Sometimes


F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S
[i want]: persue and accomplish all my life goals
[i wish]: that Michelle was here to hold me

[i love]: Michelle
[i miss]: Michelle
[i fear]: speed bumps and dips
[i hear]: slow jams
[i wonder]: the great minds that come up with stupid fucking shit like this
[how do u know its love?]: You just know
[i am]: Crazy, but practical