Saturday, August 6, 2011

Originally posted 10/21/02

Deng, I'm sooooo insomniatic.... well, a night owl. But I guess the fact that I had 2 frapuccinos tonight didn't really help. I also think I'm gettin' sick too. Not good. Today is just weird. Tonight is warm too. I wish it was cooler. I like it cuz it's cuddling weather. I don't really care for rain because I don't want to drive in it. I'm just hella parinoid of the rain and my braking abilities (consider my car is 15 years old, has stainless steel braided lines and now cross-drilled rotors and no abs). Don't get me wrong, for a street car, abs is a good thing for safety sake, but the early abs systems are just pure absolute crap, in my opinion. Ok, I just needed to vent that. Hahaha. Well, like I said, I finally got the time to install my cross-drilled rotors. Time for the 500 mile break in period, so that means no racing for about half a month :( .

Man, what was up with today? Did some of those metiors hit people in the head or something? I had to work on 2 cars for stock springs swap. Don't get me wrong, Honda makes very compitent suspension for it's DC chassis (90-01 Integra for you non-Honda nuts). But what are people downgrading from performance drop springs (H&R and Suspension Techniques) to revert back to factory? I am somewhat befuttled. Well, the car with the ST's, I could understand. The guy has a baby and the drop is somewhat extream. But why would anybody in their right mind switch from H&R to factory? Oh well.

If you guys and gals are looking for thai food in Pasadena, goto Chandras (I know, I probably spelled it wrong). Their food is really good. The thai teas arn't as sweet as I typically get that at cafes, but still sweet enough to be good to drink. Oh, and sake is the SHIT!!! I only had half a shot within the 3 hours I was there, so most of the alcohal wore off by the time I left. Bad thing is that I'm Chinese, so, when I took the shot, right after, I was FUCKED UP!!!!! Oh well. Large body mass took care of that within the first half hour.

I'm just looking at all the pictures in my room of Michelle and I. I know I'm very lucky to have a girl like her loving me, but just looking at some of the pictures just makes me fall in love with her all over again. I really do treat her as the queen she is. I just love her with all my heart. Sometimes, well, a lot of the time I do wish she would live closer (next door would be ideal) and at night, she could just hop on over into my room. I would just hold her close to me, keep her covered up and warm. I'd just watch her sleep so peacefully; kiss her forehead and just fall asleep with her in my arms. I don't know. My bed just feels so empty without her by my side. All within due time. There's a time and place for everything, and when that happends, it'll happend at the time and place it's suppose to happen as God would plan it.

Wow, I think that's the first time I mention God in any of my posts. Just to let yall know, I am Christian. I may not exactly be the most devout Christian, but I do believe in God and I do try to continue to walk in his words. I'll tell you this that it might not be on a daily basis, but I try. Man, I'll tell you, God is good. He's good for the spirit and soul. I also hope it's God's will for Michelle and I to grow together. From the looks of things, it seems like God is very accepting of the relationship that I have with Michelle. Hope I wake up early enough on Sunday for church. Hehe. I'll tell you this, if you go to God for help, he'll be more then willing because he loves every single being on this earth. I used to be Buddist when I was younger, that they had very good phylosiphies on life, but nowhere near on how life should be lived as a follower of God. Now, for the muslums (sorry if I spelled it wrong), I got love for yall too. For the most part, you peeps are good peeps. So, don't let all the zenophobia get to yall.

Ok, well, I'm gonna end this VERY long entry now. I hope all yall do good til my next web log entry. Aight, peace.

-Dean

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